Spiritual practice is not easy. It takes time. Praying, meditating and chanting mantras are a fraction of this vast world.
I believe spirituality comes from a place of love, where our thoughts, words and actions are positively in line with each other.
Spiritual practice and spirituality is truly tested in the way we think of and treat those who have done harm to us, or those we have a reason to dislike. If we turn to them and embrace them with love and forgiveness, that is when our spirituality is truly rewarded.